blake
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Post by blake on Aug 28, 2018 16:05:25 GMT
I’ve seen spirits since I was little, I’ve recorded voices, and taken pictures of some, even had them open doors in my home for me. I’ve had quite a few experiences, and some have been shared with other people in my life. But they seemed to have stopped about 5 or 6 years ago, when I decided to take 2 tabs of acid(research chemical 25I) with my friend at the beach(the only time I ever touched it). I had a terrible experience when I took the drug and was scarred from it, having terrible flashbacks for at least 2 years afterwards. Some time after I finally got over the acid trip, maybe a year later, I decided to start meditating and attempting to astral project. About a year ago I finally was successful, but something was waiting for me. As I came out of my body I saw a cloaked figure with a dark veil covering its face,it was in the corner of he room facing away from me towards the door, I looked at it and sense it’s dark energy. The entity slowly spun around like it was floating. When it faced me, I felt an immense fear come over me, the entity flew towards me at high speed almost teleporting and grabbed my chest. It felt like it was squeezing my heart and sucking the life out of me. I got angry and I yelled at it “I’m stronger than you”, it released its grip and darted through the door as I was sucked back into my body just as quickly. My heart hurt for hours afterwards. That’s the last spiritual experience I’ve had, I’m not sure I ever plan on astral projecting again, but I do wish I had my childhood ability to see spirits still. Is there a way to get it back? Do you think I’ve lost it? If so, please explain your reasoning.
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blake
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Post by blake on Aug 28, 2018 20:13:22 GMT
After writing this post, I woke up feeling something, I hope no-one involves me in any rituals to be re awoken. I just want would like an answer from someone.
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Post by chickadee on Sept 2, 2018 16:20:19 GMT
I’ve seen spirits since I was little, I’ve recorded voices, and taken pictures of some, even had them open doors in my home for me. I’ve had quite a few experiences, and some have been shared with other people in my life. But they seemed to have stopped about 5 or 6 years ago, when I decided to take 2 tabs of acid(research chemical 25I) with my friend at the beach(the only time I ever touched it). I had a terrible experience when I took the drug and was scarred from it, having terrible flashbacks for at least 2 years afterwards. Some time after I finally got over the acid trip, maybe a year later, I decided to start meditating and attempting to astral project. About a year ago I finally was successful, but something was waiting for me. As I came out of my body I saw a cloaked figure with a dark veil covering its face,it was in the corner of he room facing away from me towards the door, I looked at it and sense it’s dark energy. The entity slowly spun around like it was floating. When it faced me, I felt an immense fear come over me, the entity flew towards me at high speed almost teleporting and grabbed my chest. It felt like it was squeezing my heart and sucking the life out of me. I got angry and I yelled at it “I’m stronger than you”, it released its grip and darted through the door as I was sucked back into my body just as quickly. My heart hurt for hours afterwards. That’s the last spiritual experience I’ve had, I’m not sure I ever plan on astral projecting again, but I do wish I had my childhood ability to see spirits still. Is there a way to get it back? Do you think I’ve lost it? If so, please explain your reasoning. This is just my personal view, somebody might be able to give you a better answer. From my own experience it was not a case of lost the ability more a case it was time to concentrate on inner myself. Few times I became so focus on readings and everything spiritual that I wasnt living my own life or dealing with my own inner issues because it meant at the time had to face things which I feared which made me emotionally vulnerable, If that makes sense. Now I am complete opposite I shut down everything spiritual and even dismiss it all when having life stuff to deal with. Just chucking it out there am not reading you, I’m just going by your message but does not being in control cause you fear. |
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Post by soulstice on Oct 27, 2019 3:17:54 GMT
Sounds like this was almost a year ago, im curious about how you're feeling now?
I notice it doesn't go away as much as changes its delivery method.
Cheers
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